I wish I was rich.

jesssmarie @ 2007-06-24T16:52:00

2007-06-24T21:53:57Z

I love my friends.
they are the greatest.
its never a dull moment.
i miss heather and hannah
I love Brandon
I love Magan.
I love Shannon.
I love James.
I love Brian.
and all the rest.
the end.

jesssmarie @ 2007-06-10T22:07:00

2007-06-11T03:09:37Z

THiNGS ARE GOiNG REALLY GREAT.
MY BOYFRiEND iS WONDERFUL AND TREATS
ME LiKE GOLD. MY JOB iS GOiNG GOOD.
i AM MAKiNG MONEY, AND HAViNG LOADS
OF FUN WiTH EVERYONE!

I LOVE THEM.

jesssmarie @ 2007-02-14T04:24:00

2007-02-14T10:25:08Z

its 430 in the morning. my face is swollen
my Valentines day is going to suck.

jesssmarie @ 2006-08-08T22:51:00

2006-08-09T03:51:35Z

This sucks:(

jesssmarie @ 2006-07-27T23:09:00

2006-07-28T04:10:12Z

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO BE
OFF MY PERIOD.

SHOOT ME BEFORE I DO IT MYSELF.

jesssmarie @ 2006-07-25T01:46:00

2006-07-25T06:46:45Z

Words can not describe how
much that boy means to me.
ilovehim

jesssmarie @ 2006-07-19T00:57:00

2006-07-19T05:57:55Z

ugh. i gotta get outta this house.

jesssmarie @ 2006-07-14T12:08:00

2006-07-14T17:09:06Z

I'm thinking about
taking a very loooong vacation.
away from everyone.
it sounds mean,
but i need to get my head
cleared of everything.

In love and Memory of Thomas Vasquez

2006-06-25T04:08:13Z

I dont understand how someone could kill an all around good guy.
How can people be so cruel?
To kill someone and then go after his father!
I know I didnt know him as well as everyone else,,
but I knew him enough to know that this shouldnt have happened to him.
My mom said everything happens for a reason,
but what was the reason for this?

the guys that did this are going fucking stupid..
and desirve to raught in hell for what they did

R.I.P
Thomas Vasquez

jesssmarie @ 2006-06-23T21:11:00

2006-06-24T02:12:42Z

My baby came home!
BRITTNEY SHOULD HAVE COME HOME TOO.
i miss you baby girl.

iloveyou

jesssmarie @ 2006-05-08T14:35:00

2006-05-08T19:36:38Z

they are gone
and it sucks.

jesssmarie @ 2006-05-01T22:29:00

2006-05-02T03:33:08Z

Tomorrow---
Funeral for Geoff's sister.
Take Josh's camera to wal*mart.
Soccor game for Joshua.

Wednesday--
Me and Josh day.
(im totally excited)

jesssmarie @ 2006-04-28T20:02:00

2006-04-29T01:04:11Z

Im sitting at Joshie's..
Kinda sad though
He is moving all his stuff and I feel like im going to cry.
I wont though cause i dont want him to see me cry.
I mean I know I will get to see him all the time,,
but it is still going to suck.

jesssmarie @ 2006-04-27T22:52:00

2006-04-28T03:54:37Z

I'm scared.

jesssmarie @ 2006-04-15T19:32:00

2006-04-16T00:32:50Z

THIS IS MY LAST ENTRY IM DONE WITH LIVEJOURNAL..
SO I SAY RIGHT NOW.
MAYYYBE AGAIN SOME OTHER DAYY
UNTIL THEN.. BYE YOU GUYS!

jesssmarie @ 2006-04-15T19:24:00

2006-04-16T00:26:38Z

i JUST read a comment from a while ago that I dont remember seeing.
One of my friends doesnt think that I will always be there for them.
Kinda hurt seeing that .. but whatever. maybe she didnt mean it the way it came out. I dont know yet..
I will have to talk to her about that later.

♥

jesssmarie @ 2006-04-03T23:30:00

2006-04-04T04:31:39Z

Josh makes me super happy.

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-23T12:36:00

2006-03-23T18:49:56Z

Here are some pictures from over the weekend.. Notice in the ones from the beach.. my hair is BANGIN! the wind was blowing and uh.. yeah it was making my hair amazingly.. UGLY!

Me and Tina (Stephens little sister)

Me and Tricia--

This is Mike-- the coolest mother fucker ever.. (He's so gangster haha)

Me and my sister Hannah

Me and Donavan-- my sweetheart.

Me and Tricia at the beach

there's that BANGIN hair i was talking about!

the beach crew.

and then...

Me and Joshua..

more pictures to come..

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-13T21:26:00

2006-03-14T03:29:11Z

I thought mayyybe I was gonna be happy again. NAH
im done. i cant do it anymore. no more boys, no more drinking. NO MORE.

I guess I start to think that things my actually go the way i want them to but there is always something wrong.. im not good enough or someone else is better than me.. ANYONE GET IT?

I dont think im going to spring break. I asked someone for ONE thing.. I only wanted one thing outta spring break and i dont fucking want it if its not going to mean anything so FUCK it.

I miss Clarksville. I wanna come back like NOW!

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-12T11:27:00

2006-03-12T17:28:02Z

I stayed the night with Josh and Stephen at Stephens house.
It was a lot of fun. I love these boys!

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-08T19:20:00

2006-03-09T01:25:09Z

I cannot lie for anyone anymore.
Im hurting myself by doing it. I feel like a horrible person everytime.
Everyone keeps asking me what is going to happen with me and BOYS. Nothing I dont want a boyfriend. Maybe after all the spring break mess .. Ill find someone I care for and will actually give a chance. Until then im staying single.

I HATE BEING STUCK BETWEEN TWO FRIENDS THAT I REALLY REALLY CARE FOR.

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-07T22:08:00

2006-03-08T04:09:56Z

ahh.. nahhh i was kidding myself.
fuck the bullshit. time to have fun.

fuck the bullshit.

2006-03-08T04:06:11Z

Its like everything is a blur.
I miss Clarksville in a way.. then i dont in another way.
Sometimes i start to think I like someone else and then other times i dont.
My best friend got mad at me tonight. It really sucked.
I'm confused on a lot of things and its starting to make my head hurt. I honestly think that nothing can go right for me. It starts to go right for a little bit but then something blows up.
I put on a fake smile everyday.
Some people notice some don't. My parents think im on drugs. yeah funny huh?
I go to my friends to make me feel better. But im starting to think I shouldnt. Some make things better others make things worse.
When i come home to get away from the gayness.. my mom starts up again.

Something is wrong with me. And im not quite sure what it is.

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-07T21:20:00

2006-03-08T03:36:51Z

i really miss her. something is wrong with me and she was the only one that could ever figure shit out .. no matter what.

This is Josh-- He is like.. the coolest person I know. And everyone knows Anna..

this is Aaron. Yeah.. I still love him.

this is Mike Josh and Donavan. They are my boo's. They are the ones that can make me smile no matter what.

now EVERYONE knows who he is. I miss him.

This is Jessie Beth and Rick. Jessie made me smile even when I thought I couldnt. :(

This is Heather. No matter how much she pissed me off.. I always loved her.

Now there are two other people that I dont have pictures of?? Cassie and Vanessa.. I miss them a lot.

This is heather.. and she is amazing.

The amazing friends of Enterprise. Some arent in this picture. and half are already drunk in this picture.. Cough Cough JOSH!

jesssmarie @ 2006-03-03T22:18:00

2006-03-04T04:18:53Z

Im drunk...